Evening my blogging friends,
It has been an interesting day. I stayed in bed late this morning, and then had laundry to do. I had promised my aunties that I would go up to camp. I didn't know they expected me to go to this "Christmas Dinner" that is an annual event. Well, once again, my inclination was to stay at home, but I went. It was fun. Now we are watching a movie together. Nice!
The fish last night was fabulous. OH MY GOODNESS. I cooked 16 small thin fillets, and I ate one. The boys ate all of it except one piece! So I would say it was a success. It was called parmesan crusted tilapia. It was parmesan, mayo and spices, atop fillets baked with lemon. It really was yummy. Okay, so I added some shredded cheese, because we had very little parmesan.
So, what did I do today in addition to laundry and coming up to camp and going to dinner. I started researching becoming gluten free. I am not committing to it, yet, but I want to read about it. I am going to continue the research and see what it is all about.
So I guess I am successful today in meeting my daily goal. See, that is another thing about me. I tend to be a perfectionist, or rather, feel like I am a failure for NOT being perfect. I remember once I lost 90 pounds. My therapist said I was doing well, and I cried and said I was a phony. Cause I was losing weight on Atkins, and I had eaten some carbs after 6 months of not a bite! Imagine, being disappointed in myself because I wasn't perfect, even though I had lost 90 pounds in a matter of months. That is what has me researching gluten free, because I have lost the most weight by eliminating most carbs. I know they are my enemy, my major addiction. Ahhhh, and now I cannot even eat bread anyway because of my lapband. Okay, I am rambling. I think I will say goodnight. Tomorrow I have another family event and will share about it in the evening.
So, clean clothes, good company, a night away. I guess that is a good day. Hmmm, Day 11, and I have actually gone out a lot. So I guess that is a beginning. On to bigger and better things.
Til tomorrow
Cindi
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